For you ... My Bestie !!!

Your friendship is special,
Like one of those few things in life
That just happen, unasked for
And shower you with a lasting warmth

Reflection ? Soul Sister ?.. What do I call u ?
For its hard to describe this bond we share
It isn't something I need to hold on to
Beside me at all times, I know you'll be there

It’s comforting to think of the times we've had
All those moments when you have lifted my falling spirits
All the times we have laughed, the few times we were solemn
And to think of all that we have in common

Time may take us miles away
Words between us may be far and few
But in my thoughts and in my memories,
There'll be fond thoughts of the things you say and do

And as we say goodbye to each other
These words we speak may be our last
We may take our own paths, but you'll be there forever
In the place that says BEST FRIEND, in my heart !!!

Questions

I'm falling for them once again

Every question, every lie

Getting ready yet again to play

Another role in your alibi

I can see you near, I can see you far 

I can see you wherever you are.

In another world, I once stood tall

I used to run, but now i crawl

Standing prey to questions

Words like needles sharp enough

A life lived in denial

Petty obedience, almost servile

Home feels like the Devil' shrine

I stand again only to fall to pieces once more

Sorting through the maze of lies again

Crawling through the old glass door

Slowly as i prepare, dress up for the show

Dirty faces laughing in my face

The mirror cracks and my defiance

Seeps to heavens above and to all 

That lies..... beneath.

 

Why blog ?? !!!

........... To rediscover something that lived inside of me, not too long ago. To sort out the mish mash of thoughts that has perturbed me for quite sometime now. To find a meaning to the disjointed existence that i have fallen into, with little realization. 

High time i stopped procrastinating, i guess !!!